Saturday, August 27, 2005

artificially intelligent

Computers are relatively new inventions; it’s been only two decades since we have been introduced to them. But now it is a requisite to most of us! Imagine carrying pages and pages of sheet wherever we went rather than carrying a 4-inch floppy. The amount of sophistication and simplicity machines have brought into our lives is simply astounding. Imagine going through so many soporific books to write an assignment, rather than simply search through the web and know the recent advancements. Even though computers and machines have brought about significant improvement in our lives, they lack something that we the Homo sapiens proudly possess,” intelligence”.

The intelligent species did not leave it at that, they have and still are trying to develop machines that equal the intelligence human beings are blessed with. To put it in technical language, artificial intelligence is “the scientific understanding of the mechanisms underlying thought and intelligent behavior and their embodiment in machines.”

computers can be easily trained to perform monotonous and repetitive jobs with algorithms. But how to train a machine to act based on logic and reasoning? If a machine could do that, then they could be even called autonomous, where in they can learn, communicate and teach each other. They can navigate their way around our world and be linked to extremely powerful computers that will give them a processing capacity well beyond that of humans.

scientists primarily believed that studying the structure of the human brain would give them an idea to develop such a machine. But alas!, the human brain is not such a simple creation to duplicate, with its numerous neurons and sensors. Artificial intelligence research makes the assumption that human intelligence can be reduced to the (complex) manipulation of symbols, and that it does not matter what medium is used to manipulate these symbols - it does not have to be a biological brain.

Now intelligence means the computer must even possess emotional intelligence, the computer must be able to give its views on a particular article or poem .The computer in this case will just simulate intelligent behavior or rather say just emulate the habits and practices of its master. Could a computer be called intelligent in that case? It will just follow guidelines as in an instruction manual, rather than have its own thoughts and ideas. Imagine you don’t know a language and u look into a handbook to find out what word to use in that context, the robot would merely be doing the same.

There are many tasks, which we might reasonably think require intelligence - such as complex arithmetic - which computers can do very easily. Conversely, there are many tasks that people do without even thinking - such as recognizing a face - which are extremely complex to automate.

But ai isn’t an easy task either. Making a robot do a task involves a thorough understanding of the task and the various techniques of doing it.

Any innovation has to be the result of some basic necessity. , "Friendly AI" is the theoretical knowledge needed to understand goals and choices in artificial minds, and the engineering knowledge needed to create cognitive content, design features, and cognitive architectures that result in benevolence.

But do we need machines with spirituality and creativity? Though most of us have an extremely strong bond with machines and spend majority of our lives with them, would we ever like machines competing with us?

If this intelligence or abstract attribute could be taught to machines, it would re-conceptualize the perception of machines. It will fundamentally change the way we will live in the third millennium. Who knows, my best friend could be Ms. Amy Robot …We have to still live to see it…

Thursday, August 11, 2005

final year life

there is a kind of settled feeling now! even though i have such wavering thoughts!!!!! my desire to go 2 US has never been tis much! i mean i feel so strongly tat i shd go 2 us.. but wats da hindrance... i cant study anymore esp tis technical stuff!!my desire to join siemens is also great! wow , the amazing office, the people there.. wat ambience, i jus fell in love with da company!!da interview experience was amazing!
not jus da idea of studying is a hindrance to go 2 US, but i have no clue wat i shd specialise on, wat kind of job opportunities ill have if i choose a particular university, its like i have abs no clue....
n the latest development is i wanna do ma MBA, da idea of marketing, HR and finance appeal so much to me... i feel so attracted to all da three.. how amazing it would be to manage people , have ma own company.. simply superb...

Thursday, May 19, 2005

exams over!!

i have successfully completed three years of engineering.... i am so happy about that... atlas the most of the crap is over, n i am sitting her listening to soothing music and blogging(i seriously missed it)..it s not jus because of exams tat i din blog, there were some problems with my comp as well...
after this one year, I am sure not going to miss my college mates( except for a few people who have been sweet to me, ill maintain contacts with them, so will not miss them), but i think ill miss my lecturers.. Each of them have been one kind and they have inspired me so much in many different ways...

to top the list is my class advisor, it would be most appropriate to start with him, since I have known him since my second sem…. Any person seeing him for the first time and talking to him for a very few times would have a misconception that he is a flirt, puts too much of scene, etc.. but actually he is the most compassionate human being I have ever met. He is very caring to everybody, he is the only person I think who knows how to talk soothingly he is damn encouraging, tats the best part of him actually. If u r confidence level is at –100 levels, he can boost it up to around 200%…

. He does his best to help people.. He cant watch anybody suffering..

he inspired me to be a great human being, which is very difficult for me than anything else. Sara is the most selfish creature on earth… so, I ve admired him so much and undoubtedly he tops my admiration list of lecturers

Number 2 on my list is mr.kaddy, who handles communication systems for us…

I knew him only for one sem (5th sem). The kind of impact he made on me. My god….

He made me change my idea. I had believed for years that “ perfection is a hindrance to imagination”, I have always felt that perfection is following somebody s footsteps is perfection, perfection is doing it someone else’s way. I had never wanted to be perfect in my life, since I thought being perfect would make me miss so many things in life, n I would end up being a mere follower of some one else s footsteps…

But Kaddy had an altogether different view of perfection.. Till then I had never imagined a person can think in da ways he analyzed situations.. He made us find our own ways of perfection.. any lecturer who considers himself or herself perfect would give notes that would cover the entire syll, make everything upto the point. N will never let us analyse our potential or our style of looking at things.. in short v all never used to have anything else to do other than copy the lecturers style.

But kaddy just used to just motivate us to study, to dig out our potentials.. I used to sit in his classes awe struck., admiring him.. his look keeps u captivated n u jus have no other go than to listen to what he says.. I have to def say he has been one of the amazinf\g lecturers I have come across in this college, a lecturer who has motivated me towards communication.. I would say the one n only lecturer…

Saturday, April 09, 2005

beauty of life

getting twenty year old makes me feel i am big... but still people around me , say i am very kiddish.. there r a bunch of them saying i am very mature... but i think i am both.. kiddish when it comes to getting amazed by life, new things, ... curious n enjoying small stuffs.. mature while takin decisions, n where maturity is required..
i feel at most times that i am an odd creature being created on this earth.. i don behave the way the entire world is behaving,,, i think the mind which god has given me , doesnt stop thinkin(both good n bad), doesnt stop predicting future(by correlating past), it goes on n on n on..
but most people, i think almost 99.9% of people dont think tis far.. i feel there is no neccisity to think tat far..
when somebody tell me somethin, i always seem to find hidden meanin n unambigous things in it....
but how do i stop it? there is no control.. it wants to experiment new things without thikin of its consequences,,,,
and 1 more thing i wanna do in my life,,,, stop analyzing my character..
one more thin i wrote thinkin of this...
An uncontrallable desire
An ever feverish pain
An ever desiring wantedness
A never ending love…………………………………………………..
towards people around..
but sara is pretty bad at that, hey na?

Sunday, April 03, 2005

cant think of anything...

two days we had soft skills development program in college and it was great fun... it was a great change from the usual routine stuffs and we all had a great time...
but cant really correlate everything to write it down....
but one amazing part of it was i got my hand read by the person who conducted da program,, one , mr. shiv.. he said i would indeed be an astrologer.. tis left me sleepless for a while,, even though its my passion, i still don understand wat it meant...he said i would run a business n would settle abroad n would be extremely successful in my profession.. he said my hand was phenomenal and a rare hand.. i knew tat already, cos a very unique person i am.....

Sunday, February 27, 2005

life moves on...

long time since i wrote anything.. i never wrote anything, since , since the time i came back from goa.... due to vicissitude of fortune or fate, no good thing has been happenin to me professionally nor personally.... i have been going through real tough times.. but my blog is a happy part of me,,, and i would not burden it with my lamentations.. rather its a huge galaxy , no limitations of wat i would express in my blog!
i would do wat i want to do in my blog, nobody to direct me, nobody to tell me any deadlines... it me ,my own self in my own world... i want to have a record of happy times whereas all these temporary bad happenings would vanish with the sands of time...
the wheel of fortune would take a turn, i hope,,, i jus not hope, but truly firlmly n from the bottom of my heart belive...
all these remind me of a hindi poem, i guess i read in my seventh or sixth... a life full of happiness or a life full of sorrow, will have no excitement... rather joy and sorrow mixed is the essence of life,,,, i , leaving aside my cynism,,, with excuberating belief , feel, rather i would say, i have an intuittion that great times are ahead...
in jus one and a half year, i would enter a new phase of my life, i guess which would be totally exciting,, watever i would be doing i think i will be on my own.. and my own independant self, i will do watever i feel like... it will be my own life ....
i think since i have turned twenty i feel this desire to be independant, or rather i always crave for freedom these days..
anyways leaving all tis aside, in about exactly four months from now, i think i will be blogging on my gre experience,, i have booked my date on june 27th... so i have loads of work to do...
so.....................

Sunday, February 20, 2005

dreams

oh my god!!!!
i enter my land of dreams!!!
did i think it was this lovely?
with laughter all around me,,,
mischievous air surrounding me....'
the gay saun shining bright...
the lovely waves of sea hitting me slight...
with ecstatic music of love and
solitary madness....
no lethargy..
only energy..
no hatred..
only beautitude...
as i run fighting playingly with the wind..
my hair befriends the wind and enjoys the bliss of freedom...
no end to my imagination...
unless they are restricted my the filthy rules...
of everyday boring reality...

ambitions flying high..
lofty ideals left behind...
i walk beneath the sea..
with no worry in my mind...

Sunday, February 06, 2005

life

a wish beyond control..
a dream beyond vision..
a laughter beyond happiness...
a faith beyond reality..
is the beauty in the heaven.
which is the enigmatic life

Friday, January 28, 2005

me

As wind blows accross my face...
a chill runs through my spine...
coldness sets into my palms...and then...
bright rays enter
through the dark room i sleep in...
the heat of the sun piercing on my eyes..
trying to awake me,,,
why not u come a little late...
i feel...
so that..
i can live in my dream world , a little while more...
why not i sleep a little longer in my cozy bed..
the morning sun waits for none..
and brings us back to the dreary mundane practicality.......

Friday, January 21, 2005

goa, part 2

v went to a park called "dona paula", dona means " miss" in portugal, paula is the name of the portugal viceroys daughter.. it was interesting to know that based on the story of paula , " ek duje ke liye", the famous movie was made.. the park was very beautiful.. it seems paula used to come to the park to see the sunrise everyday n she fell in love with a fisherman.. but due to opposition from her father, they decided to elope n get married...but suddenly the nature bought a turn in paulas life, there comes a storm n most of the fishermen die.. paula thinks tat even esperado, her lover is dead.. n she commits suicide,, but esperado is alive.. he comes to know tat paula is dead n he dies as well.. there is a statue for them as well...i would say it is a saga that any couple who go swimming there never return alive... but who knows, nobody is ready to take risks...... this was one of the interesting places we visited....
there was a church in goa. where the body of "st .Xavier " was preserved.. he was a saint who had come to india to spread christianity.. when it was time to get back to portugal, his ship met with an accident.. he was buried, his body was found fresh after many years,.. then they buried his body with decomposers like lime,,, but now even after 450 years , his body is fresh.. the church had many interestin paintings as well...
We visited two temples in goa.. the temples of goa have muslim influence on indian architecture , n have mosque like structure in the top.. they r so different from the other temples...there is a tower in the entrance,,,
Sri Mangesh temple is a shiva temple.. shiva is generally a very angry god n hence the idol is kept inside two prahahras n immidiately closed after pooja.. v had a chance 2 c a very old chariot as well.. it was a very interesting chariot with the stories of gods inscribed on them......
Shantha durga temple is considered to be the richest temple in goa, the face of goddess lakshmi is made of gold in the temple...
still i have a few more places left, which i will post in part 3

Thursday, January 20, 2005

goa -

lemme start with the no 1 topic, places i enjoyed visiting in goa... i would not say goa is extremely beautiful , i have seen more beautiful places... but the atmosphere there is superb, which makes u enjoy so much.. the air in goa is filled with " masthi", as i would rightl call it... the places i went in the order i liked....
first n foremost "the calangute beach", it is such a beautiful beach n one of the very important beaches in goa.. it is the place where i enjoyed the maximum,,,, i visited the same beach some 5 times, i would call it " the heaven of fun"... first time v had normal fun, jus gettin drenched n stuff, second time i enjoyed the scenary of the beautiful moon lit sea( this is a rare sight as chennai beaches r in the west , n they dnt generally shine in the moonlight), third time i enjoyed the wonderful water scooter ride, it was fabulous.. first i thought it would be a bit risky when they made us wear all the life jacket n stuff.. but it was such a thrilling ride, n fortunately when v went there were such high tides, v enjoyed our ride thoroughly......fourth time v went running by the sea. it was also wonderful again....the last day of the trip was " d day", v went to the beach( around 20 of us), went until the middle of the sea( where the height of the waves were nearly mine), got drenced completely... n then v were on the sea shore lying... it was such a wonderful experience lying down in water near the shores, u can actually float on the water... the waves gently touch yr body n go back.. v enjoyed like tis in the beach for about two and half hours.. wrnt back to our resort, got into the swimming pool again for an hour, and again took a nice hot bath in the bathroom... v were in water for about 5 hours... after tat v were feeling damn hungry n stuffed ourselves really well... thank god the best beach of goa was near our resort...
the next beach i liked most was the " miramar beach"... this beach is known for its beautiful sunset... unfortunately v could spend only half an hour in the beach... but it was a lovely beach, n i would call it my personal favourite...
vagator beach is the next best beach, it is a rocky beach n it is a pleasure to get urself drenched standing on the rocks... i loved that beach.. actually tis beach is a combination of sand n rocks,,, its not a completely rocky one...
anjum beach is totall rocky.. to get into the beach is damn adventorous.. it has an exciting pathway, not many of them had the guts to try the path...it is totally rocky n the rocks were made of coral...
colva beach is the third largest beach in the world... n guess what the first two r , first one is a brazil beach n the second "our marina", i never found it extraordinary , but it was fine...
thats all about the important beaches
then there was a lake called" mayem lake", nothing very special about it...
then there was boating on the "river cruise" for about two hours on a large ship...there were some cultural goan program on the ship.. but it never fascinated me that much... wat fascinated me more was the vastness of the arabian sea... n the sites i saw from the ship... it was amazing... i was amazed by the vastness of the sea n the extent to which i could see it....
okay people one more part is remainin... lots of stories left , i will post it in the second part....

back from goa!!!

hey people ! i am back from goa.... n guess wat? had a blast there... never thought i would have so much fun there...
now back from goa i have threee topics to blog about one-> place goa as such , its beauty ,,,, two-> the interesting people i met( i would call them lovely too, they were fabulous again).... n three-> the book i read in my journey, the latest sidney shldon" are you afraid of the dark?"

Friday, December 31, 2004

swadesh!!

a movie of my kind i woud say.. it revolvs around most important issues in todays life.....
the primary or i would say the soul is to make people understand the true happiness one gets in living in ones own country... i found the scene wherein he looks out of the aeroplane n feels happy lookin at his motherland...
living in America, n being a project manager in NASA, he doesnt really know the tough life people face in the villages.. at first he blames our costituttion n government n says nothin can be done about it.. but after hearing the sad story of a farmer he has a burning passion 2 solve atleast some misery.. he is shocked n broken down....
n he tries to utilize the stream 2 produce electricity, n he succeeds in it ...
n now its time 2 go back 2 his work in america.. but he realizes how tough it is to leave a place where he has ' de love of his life" n his lovable"mother".....
gettin emotional n crying for petty things is wat i totally dislkike n it often forms a very big part of almost all hindi movies.. wherein the hero n heroine cry, do not accept ones other love ... atleast in this movie it was not there n i am happy about it...
i found the heroines character a bit too much, wherein she thinks she is the best.. but later when she openly accepts her love for him, u realize she is not tat bad!! she is a blend of western n indian culture with burning passion to serve the country n society ....
When shahrukh says tat , there is no need for us to be really proud of our culture , rather its a hindrance for our economic development.. they say it is our culture for the women 2 stay in house all day long n look after the family, n the result the huge brilliance in a women is totally lost ... how true... tis thought has been there in me for so long... as he says every country has its own culture n v have ours... tats it, nothin really big about it..
finally i would say the mmusic was superb n without it the movie would have been total waste..
wishin u all a very happy new year.. hope it brings lots of happiness,,,

Thursday, December 30, 2004

altruism- good or bad?

is it good 2 place everybodys wishes above ones own?
is it good 2 take up everybody sorrows onto oneself?
but how could one possibly do it? to make everybody happy? on could possibly have hard n tested methods of being happy in every other situation n give those ideas 2 people in distress... they r jus givin them ideas or maybe solutions.. but wat would be the perspective of the listener?he would mostly consider it as an advise or maybe his ideas wouldnt match with the person who is giving the ideas.. only the most mature person would be open 2 new ideas..
but if this method could work.. most of the population would be happy.. but nobody here can digest the fact that somebody can have better ideas than they have..nobody understands that somebody is tryin 2 help them out, rather ego starts playin a very big part...
to advise someone will also mean u r sacrificing urself of the deicency level of not pokin into others business n not makin them act the way u want.......
u could also help people by listenin 2 their sorrows n tellin them tat after all they r not wrong.. n tell them it is human for such situations 2 exist n boost their confidence level so tat they would be able 2 handle the situation themselves.....
but here u wouldnt find happiness for yrself...but ull merely be a garbage where people will be piling up waste on u...
tis is not the usual me... n tis kind of philosphical is also not me... but ive been hurt wen i had tried helpin somebody n tat made me publish such a post..
n i started analyzing y should one really help someone else? wat does he actually gain? answers to these questions nobody knows...
rather i feel one should lead his life peacefully n try ways so tat he can realize his dreams, rather than waste one's energy to help somebody else
well! wat dya feel... plz post comments...

Sunday, December 26, 2004

be happy, who knows " kal ho na ho"

the earthquake , floods do terrify the mankind at times... yesterday everybody were making merry n look wat has happened today??????
how , grateful v should all be n thank god for giving such a beautiful life, lovely home n wonderful parents, friends, sisters, brothers... instead most of us grumble about life, find faults with others...
wat is the most important thing in life> happiness... to live every moment thinking it is a gift of god... who knows god might not want to give u the same second another time.. wat ive felt all these days is tat..life is like a gre exam,
in yr gre, u get more difficult questions if u answer the first few questions correctly..but net result u r happy , u get a good score..
same way, god might give u more difficulties if u have been able to face the small difficulties in life, he wants to see u how u tackle it...but finally he gives u the best..
he keeps some people always happy,,,, it is not tat they r always rapturuous with tat bubbling energy, candid almost about everything... while u r abash with some minor failure...not all r happy, but make themselves happy,..
being credulous is not your fault, ...
u construe urself tat way...
here are some ways where u can boost ur hidden energy n do your best....
u get confidence u can achive a lot of things n ull realize the real worth of " u"

. Recognize your special qualities. Make a list of all your positive qualities -- not including your physical traits. Are you kind? Artistic? Honest? Good in business? Do you make people laugh? Post your list near the mirror or another place where you'll see it every day. 2. Put your body back together. Most of us with negative body images have dissected our bodies into good and bad parts. "I hate my thighs and butt." "My butt's okay, but my stomach is fat and my arms are flabby." Reconnect with your body by appreciating how it all works to keep you going. Try stretching or yoga -- the fluid movements are great for getting in touch with the wonders of the human body. 3. Remember the kid inside you. Give yourself permission not to be perfect. Inside all of us is the kid we used to be -- the kid who didn't have to be perfect and worry about everything. Remember that kid, and give yourself a break! Place a photo of yourself as a child in your bedroom or at your desk at work, so you can see it each day and remember to nurture yourself and laugh a little. 4. Enjoy your food. Eating is pleasurable. So enjoy it! Food gives us energy and sustains life. Don't deprive yourself or consider eating an evil act. If you allow yourself to enjoy some of the foods you like, you'll be less likely to overeat. In turn, your body won't feel bloated and uncomfortable. 5. Indulge in body pleasures. One step toward being kind to your body, and inevitably yourself, is to indulge yourself. Get a massage, take a long, hot bath, use lotions that smell good, or treat yourself to a manicure or pedicure. 6. Speak positively. Pay attention to your self-talk. It's amazing how often we put ourselves down throughout the day -- it's time to stop! Each time you catch yourself making critical comments, fight back by immediately complimenting yourself. 7. See the world realistically. It's common to compare ourselves to people in magazines or movies, but this can make you feel self-conscious. If you want to compare yourself to others, look at the real people around you. They come in different shapes and sizes -- and none of them are airbrushed or highlighted. 8. Dress in clothes that fit. When we feel badly about our bodies, we often dress in shabby clothes, waiting until we lose weight before we buy something we like. But why? Feel good now! Find attractive clothes that fit your current size. Treating yourself will make you feel renewed. 9. Be active. Movement and exercise can make you and your body feel terrific! Not only does exercise help boost your mood, it stimulates your muscles, making you feel more alive and connected to your body. 10. Thrive! Living well will help you feel better about who you are and how you look. Strive to make your personal and professional lives fulfilling. You are a unique, amazing person -- don't forget it! A healthy, happy life can be all yours!




Thursday, December 23, 2004

beauty

i feel like dancing hard until i sweat like hell........
jump in the rain till i sneeze....
laugh until tears come from my eyes....
sing loud till everybodys ear drum bursts..
eat chocolates till my taste buds get tired of the taste...
keep talkin on the mob for hours together...
sleep as if there is no worry on earth....
get drenched fully in the beach...
listen to music the whole day n get involved in it...





wow!!!!! each of us have small wishes like these, and even though they seem to be small desire they give us great pleasure n happiness..... these kinds of things make us come out of any kind of depression or sorrow.....

it feels great when u love n hate the same person...
when u cant tolerate tat person..
nor can live without the person....
it feels great to have a petty fight on nothin at all...
but still have the best times together...
wen the other person tells u exactly wat u have in mind...
wen somebody calls u late in the night,,,
n u have no mood to keep the phone down...
u speak on the phone fearin any moment dad might arrive.,...
to get attracted to somebody just by seeing them..
to remember somebody n realze tat the somebody means nobody to u...
but still cant give up the hope tat one day tis nobody might become everybody to u...
to treasure every moment spent with a person..
to recollect n realize u cant have the best times again in ur life...
but have the hope..
that better than the best is yet to come...



haha, on tat optimistic note.. dont let ur imaginations run wild...i have had special moments with many of my friends,.,, each one of them r special to me....
life is to enjoy n have fun in between our dreams, ambition, love etc...
so , enjoy, have fun


Saturday, December 04, 2004

poem>?!!

hey people, i am so happy!!!!! exams r almost gonna get over... n i am all set for a fresh start, new semester, new subjects n many new things..
as i kept planning about new things, i came accross this poem i had written in my first year, its upto ya all to consider it as a poem , n here it is....



The magic of lightning,
U can feel in her sight
The softness of a flower
U can feel in her eyes
A lightning from a flower
“spectacular”
more spectacular is she…………
U listen to her song
Her voice
U feel all soft music orginates from her……………………
When she leaves
U don’t feel she has left
She fills the place with her breath
Which you try to catch hold and keep it to yourself
You search for her
And cant find her
And also find her everywhere
Inside you
Outside you
Everywhere you see
Everyone you see
But then you realise these stupids cant be she
She is wat she is
She puts a spell on you
With her smile
Which is a glimpse
She makes you contended
With her hearty laugh
Which will never seem to end
When she cries
Ur heart melts
You never want to see such a site
U want to become a wall
Without eyes
And never want to see
You experience death
When you see such a site

You experience life

Not life
You experience something
Which can only be felt
But cannot be expressed
U feel wen u go away from her
All these beautiful feelings will also leave you
But you don’t know that u carry them with you
Which keeps u smiling all the time
You don’t want to get out of the trance
The beauty of life you experience because of her

she is wat she is , " mother"

Saturday, November 27, 2004

how bad is ur temper?

HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR ZODIAC SIGN
my personal favourite in this r aquarian!!! r u one?

ARIES MARCH 21 – APRIL 20

Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline,
disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage
very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the
receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they
can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent
remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down
very fast. They are also the first to apologise, which makes them
easier to forgive.

TAURUS APRIL 21 – MAY 20

You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is
difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your
cool, people don't know how to react. Your temper is like that of a
raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to
get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned
or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate
being reminded about mistakes you've made in the past. You also have
the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.

GEMINI MAY 21 – June 29

You are recognised by your cheerful disposition and your jovial
nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best
person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can
bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when
you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason.
You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue
aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.

CANCER JUNE 21 – JULY 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike
unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great
tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If
someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more
likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have
a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you
tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words.
Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your
innocence and will seek an apology immediately.

LEO JULY 22 – AUGUST 21

If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But
then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are
known to lack spontaneity but you really don't care about opinions.
You don't like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to
a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your
very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious
pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical
language. A dressingdown can humiliate your opponent, causing a
strain between both of you forever.

VIRGO AUGUST 22 – SEPTEMBER 21

Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but
those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent.
When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break
things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging
your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into
any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are
trying to persecute you and don't quite respect your opinions. When
hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.

LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 – OCTOBER 22

Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it's
true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very
conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your
face and personality. You also think you are above things like
anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your
family or those very close to you know you better. You have an
unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it
worse is your capacity to justify it.

SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 – NOVEMBER 21

Of course you don't lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner)
projects hauhtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain
(disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found
saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your
piece mind to the first person who try to be funny with you. You are
selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for
the superflous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is
generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice
tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to
yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown
weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out
of control.

SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 – DECEMBER 20

You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your
emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger
levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry
and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm
down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other
person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his
mistake. You're also likely to totally sever ties with someone when
you're upset with them.

CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 – JANUARY 19

Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person
like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project
a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you
successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will
not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you
cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout
and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at
any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make
them feel guilty too.

AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18

You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over yur emotions.
It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in
situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavour to be
perfect and socially correct in your behaviour and attitude, but if
misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You
will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot
easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long
time.

PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20

The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear
even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others'
feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you,
then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and
feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative
imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty
dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be
left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and
seek forgiveness. so nobody can be upset with you for too long.







Friday, November 19, 2004

love in the air...

for those of u who thought i am in love.. , u r wrong..
people around me r fallin in love... i think this is the love season n i guess to everybody i am the person( in short a priest), to whom they all confess their love... i dont blame them , infact they r making my life more interesting... so., hearing to all their stories i have come up with something called ", love thesis", u might all think is it very much necassary during exams?, ya, to me it is,,, hahah
ok, now coming to the topic
PEOPLE - BEFORE FALLING IN LOVE...
i have generally observed two categories of people n a third very wierd kinda people generally fall in love
kind 1 : these people swear to themselves they will never fall in love, but by fate n circumstances cant stop themselves from " fallin in love"
kind 2: these r people who r amused by the idea of love.. they always want to be in love.. so, they fall in love with any person they want( but they will eventually marry the same person is a very big question).. they just have it for time pass... no offence , ,tis is just my idea...
kind 3: these r the mst supid people who fall in love just to enjoy all the physical pleasures.. but lemme tell u , in my group of friends they form a very small part....
PEOPLE IN LOVE:
after so much of thought n cosiderations these people fall in love.. people in love r a pleasure to watch let me tell u...
they r in a state of trance always.. they r surrounded by thoughts of" love" , n their "loved ones".. they r not ready to talk about anything else.. everything n anything correlates to the person they r in love with .. they rnt ready to come out of this state of trance...
people around them look like fools....
especially if it is gonna be the "first love", such people can forget their studies or career watever, cos tis will keep their mind occupied,,
AS LOVE PROCEEDS
they still have affection for each other,,, but the mysterious force which held them so strongly gets absent in one( if tat force is absent in both, then no problem, cos they can just forget it)
one starts putting so much of expectations on the other, like should have called in time, should remember my birthday n stuffs... when they dont get all tat , pain starts building in....
IF LOVE ENDS IN MARRIAGE, people start loosing faith in love..
they would have fought with the society to win the love n finally they realize all tis is not really worth it!!!
hey, but i am just talkin about a small group...true love still exists in few people which keeps them bonded for life...
ill catch up after exmas with similiar funda..
until then , tis post is specially for my friends in love.. dont get discouraged.. u must see both sides of a coin...
be optimistic n enjoy life...

Saturday, November 13, 2004

dreaming about 5 days hols!!!

my study leave is not yet over.... exams r yet to begin(begginning on nov 19)... i did not do much in these hols but have hope tat ill be able to study before the exams..
i am awaiting dec 8,..... wen will these exams get over n when will i again be relaxed n happy....though the hols r jus for 5 days , i am dreamin abt it...
wat else do i say?i am not able to think about anything else.....