long time..

it has been ages since i sat b4 my comp n tried writing somethin..my science fiction short story is jus in da first paragraph, da idea still fresh in my mind.. and for those blessed people reading my blog now, sorry i really feel like blogging, but there s no exact thing i wanna say. it is again gonna be some random thoughts in da most horrible language possible,, but i really wanna do it now...
hmmm, 4 yrs of college.. engineering seems to be an achievement to me...looking back i feel i have had a blast at college. i never bothered about wat people wanted, wat they thought about me, in short gave a damn, inspite of tat i feel i have some people around me who like me for wat i am.. wat ever i have thought has been wat i have said, which would have hurt few people, but that is me, and how ever hard i try to change it doesn really happen.. with tonnes of advise from my parents, scoldings, i never seem to stop doing it, that is hurt people.. but i love most of the people around me, yeah! me a lover of mankind(read it, man!!he he), i love life, i wil live every part of life with no regret about it, i wil watch every single movie, read every single book, talk wat ever i want to, write wat ever i want to, learn wat ever i want to.. but ultimately i wil make it BIG, yeah real big in life.. i haven told it to many people, but i have my life planned for another 10 yrs.. but i contradict myself, i feel one has to take life as it comes, yeah i wanna do tat too,, but at the end of ten yrs i wanna reach where i ve always wanted too.. three things i have always wanted to get MONEY, FAME AND POWER....
in between al des, love and romance.. they seem like some joke words to me.. having known so much about love never in my life wil i experience al tat i think people wil experience in love...i love myself, .. yeah, i do...i can think ,infact i think a lot, (mostly unnecassary), but not many people understand it.. rather i put it that way for al da stupidity i convey. infact a lot of unleased potential in me, lot of strength in me which has to come out!! how wil it? needs more planning.. tats how my tenyrs plan comes into picture... well! but then i wil still be taking life as it comes.. wait and see, wat my life has for me...