for the past three days since my pracs got over..i had wanted to update my blog but i was relaxing like hell ……….got no time...
i thought ok, tis time i have to post something real intresting...
"MEN" , whom i have really admired in my life... men who dont even know they r making me happy...
i am not gonna talk about "BILL GATES" n wanting to become famous n rich like him or wanting to join his company..
but people who make me happy in small ways.....
my list would obviously start with music maestro "A.R.REHMAN". I am a music lover... n his music is so good, tat it conveys all emotions possible n u start relating to it... now maybe i like a lot of international pop rock singers n composers.... but from my childhood, right from " ROJA"i have liked him.. n listening to it now i get back my childhood memories.. at times he has made me experience "ECSTASY" which anyone can experience only in love......... a great n humble human being too... at times tat becomes important for a person to come up in life..
next in list is " MANI RATHNAM", again he was my favourite since my childhood... my mom says i used to like his movies... n till his latest one " YUVA" n "aytha ezhthu" , i have liked all his movie n ive seen everyone of them atleast once... his characters r totally fictious yet natural... they r extremely bold n they have tis " i wanna live my life the way I want" kinda attitude which is damn admirable.... all his movies have a very happy mood, yet they r informative ….ive seen a few of his interviews n he is such a simple man… he has loads of talent in him to inspire people n entertain them….
Third in the list is our most admired batsman “ DRAVID”… the most handsome man, I have ever seen.. he is the only man I like cos he is smart…. I mean tat is the first reason… apart from tat there r so many other reasons y I like him… I love the way he waits for the ball with the bat in his hand….his concentration n persverance r immense…….he has won laurels to our country… n come up struggling facing all the criticism…
Next is the man with the magical voice…” SONU NIGAM”. Who has ever thought such a handsome looking guy has such a wonderful voice….. when u listen to the song “ jaana” from ptkk, u start thinking how wonderful his jaana must be,…. His voice reflects so much of love for his voice….his voice has so much of style , though resembles mohammed rafi(another man , whose voice I am madly in love with)
Wah bhai whah….” Tumne ishq ka naam suna hain, humne ishq kiya hai”……..
Then there r almost all the actors of bollywood……
“ shahrukh”, the man with the cute dimples, cant stand still for a second…there is no girl who wont get charmed by tis scorpion sting….gouri u must be real lucky…
“amir khan”, I liked him in 2 movies kskt, n dil chahtha hai…. The movie makes u feel , y u werent born a man n y u did not have pals like tat to enjoy….
“ saif ali khan”, the most appropriate person to be termed as “ cool”, the man with his cool attitude is sure to make u feel relaxed.. n feel life is jus to enjoy….
“ABHISHEIK BACHCHAN”, son of the big b, isnt tat small,,,, a face tat can portray so much of emotions… his face reflects so much of mischief….great expressive eyes n charm…
last but not least is our great “ SANTANA”, the only non indian man , I have mentioned in tis blog… I saw him in the video “ smooth” , in my eleventh when my father told me he has been playing for the past 15 , 20 years… I thought tis man must have some talent to survive tis long…. I havent experienced much of a magic when all these rock stars bang the stage with the guitar intheir hands… but his style of music has such an ethnic sense… it is so different from any other music u would have heard… when u listen to “ the black magic woman”, u feel , can tis kind of music really exist , or is it just an illusion…… the music from tis man is just great… when u see him n the video, u feel is tis sixty year old man creating such wonderful young music……?????
Wow,,,, if not for these people my life would have been some 25% less fun….. wat does the remaining 75% come???
Tats toooooooo PERSONAL, for u people to read…. hahah
Friday, October 29, 2004
Monday, October 18, 2004
kids these days
these days i have been talking a lot to younger people n i am amazed by them... my sister is the live example though...
she is in the eighth standard.. i think about myself wen i was in eighth n how she is... my god... too different...i was so innocent then.. my world was studies, i was damn ambitious... always craving for the first rank, a girl whom everybody would turn around to at the time of exams.. i was interested a bit in movies, music, books... but always studies were my priority...
n now look at my sister... she says " studies are a very small part of life" , she has a hell lot of shortcuts to finish her homework fast(she does her homework when there is no other go), she has this street full of friends, she reads a whole series of novel... in short she has exposure to too many things..both of us r so similiar yet so different.. but i wonder is this kind of exposure for her betterment... she talks to her friends mostly about movie, music, wat happened in her class,etc... u know in short jus gossip... i was far too away from all tat..
now i dont say i am the same girl i was in my eighth, i am like my sis now... and i think there is no way to turn back...
i have talked to a few of her friends, n again was amazed by the kind of maturity they possess at this young age.. maturity wise i was zero, i didnt know how to get along with people, get along, etc,,, i was damn kiddish..
because these people r social they get to know these kind of things, but look at the transition in these 8 years...
i dont remember myself looking at the mirror till my eleventh... but my sis , she is so beauty consious...
look at the kind of dresses these people wear, result of the influence of the media......
she is in the eighth standard.. i think about myself wen i was in eighth n how she is... my god... too different...i was so innocent then.. my world was studies, i was damn ambitious... always craving for the first rank, a girl whom everybody would turn around to at the time of exams.. i was interested a bit in movies, music, books... but always studies were my priority...
n now look at my sister... she says " studies are a very small part of life" , she has a hell lot of shortcuts to finish her homework fast(she does her homework when there is no other go), she has this street full of friends, she reads a whole series of novel... in short she has exposure to too many things..both of us r so similiar yet so different.. but i wonder is this kind of exposure for her betterment... she talks to her friends mostly about movie, music, wat happened in her class,etc... u know in short jus gossip... i was far too away from all tat..
now i dont say i am the same girl i was in my eighth, i am like my sis now... and i think there is no way to turn back...
i have talked to a few of her friends, n again was amazed by the kind of maturity they possess at this young age.. maturity wise i was zero, i didnt know how to get along with people, get along, etc,,, i was damn kiddish..
because these people r social they get to know these kind of things, but look at the transition in these 8 years...
i dont remember myself looking at the mirror till my eleventh... but my sis , she is so beauty consious...
look at the kind of dresses these people wear, result of the influence of the media......
Friday, October 15, 2004
assessments over
i am so happy, my assessments r over today.. it is like my semester exams r over .. i am feeling so relieved.. the worst part of crescent engineering college r our assessments.. v have 2 everyday, gets over in three days ... v have too many portions in each subject n the worst part of it is they r considered for internals... just before the day of de exam u find everything so new... n u have no mood of studying... the afternoon exams r the worst.. u sometimes sleep off on the paper.. the invigilator has to sprinkle water on u n wake u up...
one more month for my semester,,, planning to relax for the next two days...haha... i am gonna enjoy
one more month for my semester,,, planning to relax for the next two days...haha... i am gonna enjoy
Monday, October 11, 2004
ABOUT ME!!!!
ABOUT ME- GEMINI- TAURUS CUSP
Persons born "on the line" between two Zodiac Signs partake of qualities found in both Signs or, more strictly speaking, have a blend of traits that may compose an individual nature. Due to variations in astrological calendars, this may became apparent during the last few days of a departing Sign, but the "cusp" (as it is termed) pertains chiefly to the first week of the incoming Sign. While the new Sign is gaining its ascendancy, the influences of the old will persist but gradually loses its hold day-by-day until, by the seventh day, the new Sign is in complete control.
Individuals born on the cusp of Taurus (the second Sign of the Zodiac) and Gemini (the third Sign of the Zodiac) are ruled by both Venus and Mercury. Here, the influence of Venus endows these cuspians with a graceful and easy manner, coupled with a winning personality, while Mercury's influence increases the talent for music, art and eloquence. These individuals are thinkers, orators, artists and inventors. In short, the hands and brain work together in perfect harmony for this cusp combination. They display great imagination and tend to be very expressive, both physically as well as mentally. Taurus/Gemini natives would be well advised to become actively employed since the more they have to occupy their minds, the greater will be personal happiness...massage therapy, pottery, writing, painting and the composing of music can bring great fulfillment to these cuspians. In short, an idle Taurus/Gemini subject is a morbid and unhappy soul indeed.
The Taurus/Gemini cusp combination, also known as the Cusp of Energy, corresponds symbolically to the period of human life at around the age of fourteen. The firm-set Taurus nature here (which is controlled by the Planet Venus) acts as a counter-balance to the activity of Mercury (the Planet which rules Gemini) with its quick and mercurial ways. Because of the Gemini character, the desire to try new things is in the ascendant, but there is an inherent reluctance to relinquish the old...a carry-over from Taurus. This factors greatly in stability. However, an excess of this trait can hamper the Gemini nature and may result in an attempt to do two things at once...usually to the detriment of both. It can also make these cuspians stubborn about lesser things, even when they know little about them. Self-control is strongly needed in this blend and, once acquired, will enable these individuals to correct yet another aspect often lacking in this particular cusp combination...that being concentration, which is essential to this highly adaptable but somewhat contradictory Zodiac type. Those governed by the Taurus/Gemini cusp are said to be gifted in any domain they see fit to enter. These are often the artisans (and frequently the artists) of the Zodiac but, without the correct early training, are likely to develop in an abnormal fashion with a tendency to spend their time in sensuous enjoyment. These cuspians are said to have three masters: Castor and Pollux (who are seldom in harmony) and the Bull (who is ever determined to rule that historic pair). At best, these individuals are very busy and helpful...at worst, they become indolent.
Taurus/Gemini natives are exceedingly proud souls who would undoubtedly prefer starvation to dependence. If they do happen to find themselves in humble circumstances, then they will certainly be very miserable but, displaying entirely too much pride than is good for them, begging for help of any kind will be totally out of the question. These are glorious givers but reluctant receivers...a trait which can result in a character who is overly-free with money and a tendency to be wasteful. Thus, it is important that these cuspians develop a purposeful aspect to their nature. Nevertheless, these subjects can succeed at almost anything if they are willing to try. They are always active and energetic with refined manners and pleasing habits. They possess a keen interest in the world around them and the inherent charm cannot fail to draw innumerable friends and sweethearts. However, those involved with Taurus/Gemini individuals (who are notorious for their reputation as unstrustworthy souls) are likely to live in constant fear of losing them. To some, this may be an appealing challenge...to others, it is a frightening concept, particularly in the areas of business and employment. The brilliance of these cuspians is not normally sufficient to guarantee success in a given field unless such is supported by a string of undeniable accomplishments. Unfortunately, the characteristic associated with this cusp rarely manifests an endurance which is equal to personal desires and impulses. While slower and more purposeful people simply "hang in there," Taurus/Gemini individuals often find themselves being passed in life's race...rather like the hare was overtaken by the self-possessed and deliberate tortoise. The preparation of a resume may well be a rather painful process for these cuspians since it will likely reveal an eclectic background which is lacking any real depth...short sojourns in each job and somewhat dubious accomplishments, for example. Learning about the creation of structure and the value of limitations is essential for the growth of a Taurus/Gemini individual.
Taurus/Gemini cuspians will probably easily perceive themselves as more of a force than a person. No experts in self-awareness, from an early age they tend to forge a role for themselves in life which is active rather than passive...dynamic rather than static. As children, they are interested in everything around them, apt to fly every which way in their search for stimulation. These cuspians want to do it all and take on the world through a frontal assault. Some Taurus/Gemini individuals fail to form a strong ego when they are young, constantly wishing to please and often fearful of rejection. This can result in a character which accepts the wishes of others at personal expense. Thus, self-assertion and the building of a powerful ego can become a lifelong occupation for these cuspians. Taurus/Gemini individuals frequently remain youthful and light-hearted their entire lives, but the inherent need for physical pleasure can lead to an over-emphasis on money and the accumulation of possessions. Indeed, they are frequently somewhat addicted to sensuousness (and, at times, sensuality), prone to carry their tendencies to extreme and apt to invest in such items as fast cars and other material means of stimulation. In addition, without the correct training early in life, these cuspians may develop exceedingly large bodies. Nevertheless, these are basically tolerant and gentle souls who are often perceived by others as being scattered and highly-strung. The many interests of Taurus/Gemini subjects make them entertaining and loyal friends with a carefree and unpredictable twist. In their leisure time, Taurus/Gemini individuals enjoy pairing up with partners for recreation. Outdoor activities that allow a closeness with the earth are most favored. The love of conversation and good food ensures that relaxing dinners with friends are highly enjoyable and the inquisitive and literary orientation of this cuspian means that he or she will also enjoy mentally challenging pursuits. In short, the Taurus/Gemini cusp combination makes for a charming and congenial individual who has many friends and acquaintances in all areas of life.
With regard to relationships, since the rulers of this cusp combination are Venus and Mercury, any love affair must be both physical and mental in origin. The practical applications of artistic ability and authorship are profound on this cusp and domestic life is best if financially secure and mentally stimulated. The elements of earth (associated with Taurus) and air (associated with Gemini) rarely blend well. Instead, each element will seek to find its own territory or outlet. Taurus/Gemini individuals are inclined to be richly sensual by nature and, if left alone or isolated, may well become deeply depressed. Projects that are many-faceted and require patience can help in the healing of hurts for this combination. If security is threatened, a nervousness and lack of mental grounding may occur and it is essential for these cuspians to guard the throat and upper respiratory tract since, under stress, these body parts become most vulnerable to attack.
The great strengths of the Taurus/Gemini combination are stability, perseverance, and both intellectual and conversational skills. These cuspians are able to analyze difficult ideas and communicate those ideas to others in a clear an concise manner. Their methodical determination enables them to be productive even when others have long since "given up the ghost." There is a natural talent here to reason with others and this cusp combination is one of the strongest of the Zodiac when it comes to meeting goals...largely due to the inherent reliable persistence.
The most important lesson to be learned by Taurus/Gemini natives is that they should always be careful not to wear themselves out and realize that there are limits to what an individual can achieve in a short period of time. Additionally, it is important for them learn not to come on too strong and they also need to recognize the value of confronting personal fears and insecurities. As with all cusp individuals, these cuspians tend to be attracted to others born on the cusp...particularly those who fall within the Aries/Taurus and Sagittarius/Capricorn combinations.
-- Possess the earthy physical traits inherent in Taurus --
-- Possess the airy activities of thought, communication, nervous excitement and energetic movement inherent in Gemini --
-- Energetic, convincing and prolific --
-- Tendency toward over-indulgence in things that they like --
-- Prone to wear themselves out --
-- Find it difficult to set limits on themselves --
-- Thrive on verbal interchange...and are talented in that area --
-- Prone to "come on too strong" --
-- Reluctant to confront fears and insecurities --
-- Versatile --
Notable Taurus/Gemini Cuspians Include:
Malcolm X; Grace Jones; Cher; Sir Arthur Conan Doyle; Joan Collins; Bob Dylan; and Victoria, Queen of England
Persons born "on the line" between two Zodiac Signs partake of qualities found in both Signs or, more strictly speaking, have a blend of traits that may compose an individual nature. Due to variations in astrological calendars, this may became apparent during the last few days of a departing Sign, but the "cusp" (as it is termed) pertains chiefly to the first week of the incoming Sign. While the new Sign is gaining its ascendancy, the influences of the old will persist but gradually loses its hold day-by-day until, by the seventh day, the new Sign is in complete control.
Individuals born on the cusp of Taurus (the second Sign of the Zodiac) and Gemini (the third Sign of the Zodiac) are ruled by both Venus and Mercury. Here, the influence of Venus endows these cuspians with a graceful and easy manner, coupled with a winning personality, while Mercury's influence increases the talent for music, art and eloquence. These individuals are thinkers, orators, artists and inventors. In short, the hands and brain work together in perfect harmony for this cusp combination. They display great imagination and tend to be very expressive, both physically as well as mentally. Taurus/Gemini natives would be well advised to become actively employed since the more they have to occupy their minds, the greater will be personal happiness...massage therapy, pottery, writing, painting and the composing of music can bring great fulfillment to these cuspians. In short, an idle Taurus/Gemini subject is a morbid and unhappy soul indeed.
The Taurus/Gemini cusp combination, also known as the Cusp of Energy, corresponds symbolically to the period of human life at around the age of fourteen. The firm-set Taurus nature here (which is controlled by the Planet Venus) acts as a counter-balance to the activity of Mercury (the Planet which rules Gemini) with its quick and mercurial ways. Because of the Gemini character, the desire to try new things is in the ascendant, but there is an inherent reluctance to relinquish the old...a carry-over from Taurus. This factors greatly in stability. However, an excess of this trait can hamper the Gemini nature and may result in an attempt to do two things at once...usually to the detriment of both. It can also make these cuspians stubborn about lesser things, even when they know little about them. Self-control is strongly needed in this blend and, once acquired, will enable these individuals to correct yet another aspect often lacking in this particular cusp combination...that being concentration, which is essential to this highly adaptable but somewhat contradictory Zodiac type. Those governed by the Taurus/Gemini cusp are said to be gifted in any domain they see fit to enter. These are often the artisans (and frequently the artists) of the Zodiac but, without the correct early training, are likely to develop in an abnormal fashion with a tendency to spend their time in sensuous enjoyment. These cuspians are said to have three masters: Castor and Pollux (who are seldom in harmony) and the Bull (who is ever determined to rule that historic pair). At best, these individuals are very busy and helpful...at worst, they become indolent.
Taurus/Gemini natives are exceedingly proud souls who would undoubtedly prefer starvation to dependence. If they do happen to find themselves in humble circumstances, then they will certainly be very miserable but, displaying entirely too much pride than is good for them, begging for help of any kind will be totally out of the question. These are glorious givers but reluctant receivers...a trait which can result in a character who is overly-free with money and a tendency to be wasteful. Thus, it is important that these cuspians develop a purposeful aspect to their nature. Nevertheless, these subjects can succeed at almost anything if they are willing to try. They are always active and energetic with refined manners and pleasing habits. They possess a keen interest in the world around them and the inherent charm cannot fail to draw innumerable friends and sweethearts. However, those involved with Taurus/Gemini individuals (who are notorious for their reputation as unstrustworthy souls) are likely to live in constant fear of losing them. To some, this may be an appealing challenge...to others, it is a frightening concept, particularly in the areas of business and employment. The brilliance of these cuspians is not normally sufficient to guarantee success in a given field unless such is supported by a string of undeniable accomplishments. Unfortunately, the characteristic associated with this cusp rarely manifests an endurance which is equal to personal desires and impulses. While slower and more purposeful people simply "hang in there," Taurus/Gemini individuals often find themselves being passed in life's race...rather like the hare was overtaken by the self-possessed and deliberate tortoise. The preparation of a resume may well be a rather painful process for these cuspians since it will likely reveal an eclectic background which is lacking any real depth...short sojourns in each job and somewhat dubious accomplishments, for example. Learning about the creation of structure and the value of limitations is essential for the growth of a Taurus/Gemini individual.
Taurus/Gemini cuspians will probably easily perceive themselves as more of a force than a person. No experts in self-awareness, from an early age they tend to forge a role for themselves in life which is active rather than passive...dynamic rather than static. As children, they are interested in everything around them, apt to fly every which way in their search for stimulation. These cuspians want to do it all and take on the world through a frontal assault. Some Taurus/Gemini individuals fail to form a strong ego when they are young, constantly wishing to please and often fearful of rejection. This can result in a character which accepts the wishes of others at personal expense. Thus, self-assertion and the building of a powerful ego can become a lifelong occupation for these cuspians. Taurus/Gemini individuals frequently remain youthful and light-hearted their entire lives, but the inherent need for physical pleasure can lead to an over-emphasis on money and the accumulation of possessions. Indeed, they are frequently somewhat addicted to sensuousness (and, at times, sensuality), prone to carry their tendencies to extreme and apt to invest in such items as fast cars and other material means of stimulation. In addition, without the correct training early in life, these cuspians may develop exceedingly large bodies. Nevertheless, these are basically tolerant and gentle souls who are often perceived by others as being scattered and highly-strung. The many interests of Taurus/Gemini subjects make them entertaining and loyal friends with a carefree and unpredictable twist. In their leisure time, Taurus/Gemini individuals enjoy pairing up with partners for recreation. Outdoor activities that allow a closeness with the earth are most favored. The love of conversation and good food ensures that relaxing dinners with friends are highly enjoyable and the inquisitive and literary orientation of this cuspian means that he or she will also enjoy mentally challenging pursuits. In short, the Taurus/Gemini cusp combination makes for a charming and congenial individual who has many friends and acquaintances in all areas of life.
With regard to relationships, since the rulers of this cusp combination are Venus and Mercury, any love affair must be both physical and mental in origin. The practical applications of artistic ability and authorship are profound on this cusp and domestic life is best if financially secure and mentally stimulated. The elements of earth (associated with Taurus) and air (associated with Gemini) rarely blend well. Instead, each element will seek to find its own territory or outlet. Taurus/Gemini individuals are inclined to be richly sensual by nature and, if left alone or isolated, may well become deeply depressed. Projects that are many-faceted and require patience can help in the healing of hurts for this combination. If security is threatened, a nervousness and lack of mental grounding may occur and it is essential for these cuspians to guard the throat and upper respiratory tract since, under stress, these body parts become most vulnerable to attack.
The great strengths of the Taurus/Gemini combination are stability, perseverance, and both intellectual and conversational skills. These cuspians are able to analyze difficult ideas and communicate those ideas to others in a clear an concise manner. Their methodical determination enables them to be productive even when others have long since "given up the ghost." There is a natural talent here to reason with others and this cusp combination is one of the strongest of the Zodiac when it comes to meeting goals...largely due to the inherent reliable persistence.
The most important lesson to be learned by Taurus/Gemini natives is that they should always be careful not to wear themselves out and realize that there are limits to what an individual can achieve in a short period of time. Additionally, it is important for them learn not to come on too strong and they also need to recognize the value of confronting personal fears and insecurities. As with all cusp individuals, these cuspians tend to be attracted to others born on the cusp...particularly those who fall within the Aries/Taurus and Sagittarius/Capricorn combinations.
-- Possess the earthy physical traits inherent in Taurus --
-- Possess the airy activities of thought, communication, nervous excitement and energetic movement inherent in Gemini --
-- Energetic, convincing and prolific --
-- Tendency toward over-indulgence in things that they like --
-- Prone to wear themselves out --
-- Find it difficult to set limits on themselves --
-- Thrive on verbal interchange...and are talented in that area --
-- Prone to "come on too strong" --
-- Reluctant to confront fears and insecurities --
-- Versatile --
Notable Taurus/Gemini Cuspians Include:
Malcolm X; Grace Jones; Cher; Sir Arthur Conan Doyle; Joan Collins; Bob Dylan; and Victoria, Queen of England
Thursday, October 07, 2004
future....
its like the first day of my college..... my a bit excited, first day college,,,, planned my things perfectly well.... a bit nervous about ragging1... but infact i wanted to be ragged( though not badly)... such memories r still fresh in my mind.... first year... the way me n krith used to have fun....they dont seem like memories .. it is like they happened yday... and now almost two and a half years r over...n again it is time to think about my future!!!!1 wat will i be doing?
except for few parts of my college life whiche were boring...everything else was superb....i mean i think i have perfectly enjoyed every part of it... at the same time i dont regret tat i neglected studies... i had a perfect balance of both...
wen i was in twelfth i thought engineering would be very boring.
but with my fathers advise i joined this... n now i am perfectly enjoying,,,, this is my kind of stream with my kind of people around me,,,,,
i do hope the next one n a half year would go as smoothly as my prev years... then again a new life/...
life is on the whole fun....
except for few parts of my college life whiche were boring...everything else was superb....i mean i think i have perfectly enjoyed every part of it... at the same time i dont regret tat i neglected studies... i had a perfect balance of both...
wen i was in twelfth i thought engineering would be very boring.
but with my fathers advise i joined this... n now i am perfectly enjoying,,,, this is my kind of stream with my kind of people around me,,,,,
i do hope the next one n a half year would go as smoothly as my prev years... then again a new life/...
life is on the whole fun....
Friday, October 01, 2004
society?
of late , i have been feeling that i have to do something for the society , to people......... somethin like teach uneducated people, bring an awareness about various diseases to the poor, unaware people....
but how do i do it? i have no idea..... but whenever i get some idea like this, immidiately i find some way to do it... there r lots of people who find this very foolish,
but it does really happen to me....
actually i feel god has planned our lives perfectly,he gives us joy n sorrow, one after another, one to compensate the other... but the net result is perfect.. he knows wat is good for everyone of us... it is realy amazing to know what a great story writer god is, cos he gives the perfect ending to everyone of us.....
but how do i do it? i have no idea..... but whenever i get some idea like this, immidiately i find some way to do it... there r lots of people who find this very foolish,
but it does really happen to me....
actually i feel god has planned our lives perfectly,he gives us joy n sorrow, one after another, one to compensate the other... but the net result is perfect.. he knows wat is good for everyone of us... it is realy amazing to know what a great story writer god is, cos he gives the perfect ending to everyone of us.....
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